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Offline faespirit

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really worried
« on: December 25, 2009, 10:48:54 AM »
after doing some research regarding violet flame reiki, lavender flame reiki...and i found a site that offers free violet flame reiki attunement only. the person who does the attunements has so many modalities......and i thought i would put my name down for a violet flame attunement. upon recieving his email, i felt excited and mentally scheduled to meditate later and accept it. only on going back to his site, i saw his residence is actually in west java, indonesia. i know a fw indonesian people, ... married to one.... and found they are very much into magical arts and some negative things also. now im quite concerned about what type of energy has been sent and if i can avoid recieving it. i still would like to have the attunement, although my fear of the kind of intent .... as paranoid as i sound .... i kind of dont know. is there a way of saying no....? and then yes later to someone else? that sounds so judgemental i know. any advice?

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Re: really worried
« Reply #1 on: December 25, 2009, 05:56:40 PM »
send the attunement to God to dispose of and send an email to the person saying you are not ready.

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Re: really worried
« Reply #2 on: December 25, 2009, 10:10:20 PM »
yes, thankyou. exactly what i did. i actually felt the attunement, through visions and slight palpitations, so i  asked my angels and guides and ofcourse quan yin if this was ok. the responce i received upon meditating was if i recieve it anyways, that beloved quan yin would filter any negativity if there be any sent to me. that i was safe, and even if i continued to recieve the continuation of attunements i would be ok.
as i woke this morning i realised how judgemental i can be, and limited in my visions towards others. hopefully i will learn from this and understand that i can only accept what i am willing to recieve, any negativity will only have its power if i give it. this i know was given as a beautiful gift from another sent with love, and i cannot believe my sense of shallowness.  thankyou for your insight, and now i can have a good laugh at my silliness.
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Re: really worried
« Reply #3 on: December 26, 2009, 01:04:32 AM »
I Love it !  What a lesson you were provided !  I must say you did a beautiful job coming to that on your own.  Not one of us could have "told you" the lesson.   Merry Christmas and congratulations on opening your heart.
 
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Re: really worried
« Reply #4 on: December 26, 2009, 06:33:46 AM »
merry christmas and thankyou.