We are afraid until the day we realise that we are not alone and on our own but a part of Universe at all time

Fear = blockage of Ki in within our selves. Moving that stagnant Ki around our body with our palms will help unblocking it and by meditating we are able to get new fresh Universal Ki in.
The goal is to get into the constant flow with the Universal Ki, through Ki-breathing, drinking water, eating good/healthy food, sleeping well, meditating, self healing with Reiki.
I am very excited about it yet there is a fear there. I am afraid that I am the one person who can't be attuned.
I was also attuned distantly to Reiki 1 and 2 and I can tell you one thing in my own experience; I always have doubts that distant attunment is not actually Usui Reiki but something else.
I will soon find a teacher who can re-attune me to Reiki IN PERSON and I would like to get the traditional Usui Reiki training in person where I can get the opportunity to share Reiki the same day with the other attunees the same day

I believe that beginners will benefit much more from the inperson attunment than from the distant one. It is very important to be surrounded by a like people (not just on the net).
Love and Light, Rose Quartz