I need help (again) sorry

[strawberry]

Hi Lucie,

That's peculiar about your phone line isn't it... maybe natures way of trying to gently tell you that, if you just stay with yourself for a little while and be with the emotions that you're not so keen on allowing, then they're not so uncomfortable after all, and you'd see you have a quiet inner strength that you can rely on... maybe? What do you think about that?

I've stiil been sending Reiki, are you drinking lots of water and taking care of yourself as best you can?

Have you asked you're boyfriend why he doesn't call as often as you'd like? And if you have, what's his response?

[lucie]

thanks for sending me reiki , yes i m drinking lot of water well I think.
yes I think the same about the phone lol and maybe I avoid thinking about something..
Well my boyfriend said he needed to think about the situation... but that he still loves me , and that he is afraid that we get too much addicted to each other something like that, but he told me he would contact me sooner than last time and he didn t . I don t feel any connection with him I mean normally my intuition tells me when something is going to happen or someone is going to contact me but these days I feel it s not working at all and I feel disconnected from my feelings and people so I m a bit worried...
 

[lucie]

ah yes I forgot to say the mobile phone my boyfriend had to give me was not working too lol

[strawberry]

Hi Lucie,

If you feel no connection to him... why waste your time and energy there...

...I know you are afraid that you will end up alone, but if you are not happy, satisfied... with the situation, I can't help but beleive you would regain your inner strength / a connection to yourself if you took matters into your own hands ~ if someone isn't calling you as often as you like, or says they will call and then don't (I wouldn't put up with that from a business realtionship, let alone a personal relationship), then even if that bothers you because of 'your issues'... they are yours and will fall away naturally when they're ready... is he refer to some kind of 5 dimensional kind of relationship paradigm when talking about you getting addicted to each other - I don't personally read up or know much about all that (deliberately), but have heared vague mention... is that what he is getting at?

[lucie]

no in fact I didn t mean I don t feel any connection with him, I mean when I am with him I feel we are very connected and it s very rare to feel that with other men for me because  wih others I never feel confortable, and I feel he also feels something special about me but I said these days as he is distantt I don t feel the connection but I have strong feelings for him ...

[strawberry]

OK Lucie... Well the best I can do is continue sending Reiki for a while, again feel free to keep me/us posted on here with any updates ~~All the very best, and lots of love

[lucie]

thank you very much for your help 
lots of love too

[lucie]

I think it s over with my boyfriend now  I m too sad

[tamy]

Hello All,

My mother is very sick and hospitalized.Can any one give reiki to her ...she was in dialysis .Please any one help.

[lucie]

ok tamy I will send her reiki if u want